LOSING MY MOTIVATION

© 1990-2007 otica

I walk in one direction,
but I do not know where my destination lies.
I feel an abrupt current begin
to sever my body into two.
A struggle takes place
to remain a solid mass
I begin to float
It is dark and empty here,
but where exactly is here?

There is no here, there, or anywhere.
Not a single noise
Not a single movement
Not a motion made about body

Look about!
A search for connections passages of time cylinders within space
Not one coaxial I am unsuccessful
I shout for resolution
"Where are you? Where is the one who will resolve my problem?"

My problem is motivation, which has swallowed me whole.
I must have remained a tasteful morsel,
for I have been in a.void.dance from the truth.
I am at fault. My enemy of mind. My friend of truth.

Silhouettes form in a distance. Figures Faces
I remember them well.
I proceed with caution.
I am the source for which they exist.
I have this state of mind

A light moves with me
Light = I (one)
Shadow = II (two) from which I reflect
I (one) a provider of site
II (two) from where I came
Light to help me see shadow to refract my weightless body
An attempt to fly a given hope from where ? I cannot say
I (one) resolution is temporarily fulfilled
Figures Faces
The resolution one day answered toward Mind a state of embrace

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